rollercoastering...

so, I feel that I deserve my blog an update. all I can say is...the roller coaster got me.

Now, those of you who dont know my obsession with the life/rollercoaster analogy then I will briefly explain. Yes, even in Christ our lives will be like a rollercoaster, up and down, slowing and speading up, anticipation and dissapointment. But, with Christ, we have the choice to overcome the sickness and confusion of the rollercoaster and rest peacefully while all seems out of control.

So, the rollercoaster of this world got me and tried with all its might to kill me. I must admit, I almost fell off a few times. But God, in all His authority, rescued me and brought me back to the place of rest and peace. The rollercoaster is still here and I am riding on it but the only effect it has on me is the constant reminder of His presence and how badly I need it. So I fix my eyes on Him and not the next rediculously huge hill I am climbing.

I am praying about mexico and whether to go spend some time down with the wilsons. I would sure love it. Lubbock is great and all but I am willing to get away for a while. I know the King will lead me in his way. I want Him.

waiting...

darkness surrounds.

escape

where?

arms of satisfaction.

Truth that does not betray.

The True Love.